![]() Tuesday, March 1, 2011
心野了 at 12:18:00 AM很累,很累,很累。。。 究竟心裡還要掙扎多久才能勇敢地走出來呢?要等到何時才能衝破心裡障礙,讓自己心裡好過一點?我到底在煩什麼?怕什麼?和年頭的我比較,我那時候的衝勁去了哪兒?自信心又跑到哪兒了?笑容難道也消失了嗎?是我三分鐘熱度嗎?還是我過分急著要達到些什麼? 腦 海裡就是裝著這些自己沒辦法給自己答案的問題。雖然朋友們都給了我不少意見,但是最終要做出決定的是我。未來的路是由自己掌握的。我不想因為一時的從動而 做了錯的決定。我力不從心,身不由己。看著爸爸白髮蒼蒼,而且辛辛苦苦的賺錢,我心疼。金錢問題讓我有所保留。我不想那麼自私,但是自己卻不開心。我知道 這很矛盾,但是我的確是失去了方向。 一個月又過去了,我仍然在掙扎。不過,我還是希望新的一個月會帶來新的希望 (: P/S: 可荔,铠濤,對不起。我的改變令你們太失望了。 Yours Truly, MANDYLEOW, xoxo |
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